It had been a great time spent in the presence of God tonight.

I must say it was awkward at first, after being away for so long.

I was listening to this song, as tears and mucus concocted…

Words were choked up, I could not speak.

I had felt nothingness, as if all had been taken away from me.

And all I had at that moment, was God.

There was no need for anything more.

It was a sweet reunion.

I had been out on my own for too long.

Not too smart at all.

I struggled with the first words of prayer…

I did not have the courage to speak.

As if God had not already known what was in my heart.

No, He knows my every thought.

And He cares.

I had to get it out.

My burdens, my desires.

Words soon became fragmented sentences,

Injected with awkward pauses.

But yes, I got it out, I GOT IT OUT.

There was such relief.

Immediately the heaviness was lifted.

There arose a confidence I have not felt for some time.

Things are now in God’s hands, not mine.

I know His ways are always higher.

He can definitely handle it better.